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the challenge was taken by me^^

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Early in the morning wake up with a very tired body

i bring my body go to bath room and make me wake 100%

very tired...dammmzz tired..

after taked my bath and prepared, went to start my work today

like usual...office work...emmm...very lazy actually...but what can do^.*

Today got alot of BD call...haiz~~~felt sleeping and lazy to do work

Think back about yesterday, sithar ask me go to room

The would like to promote me to business development department

I was so shock and say "no"

Because it was very challenging inside that department

Am happy with my position as product specialist now of course

but they told me i can learn more if i transfer to that department

and also got alot of benefit for my future

Happy was i been promote from call centre manager

Bad was, i will be more stress and challenging in work if am say yes to the duty they gave to me

hem....i have no mood after that and think think think

still keep thinking about the offer....hem...

ok...after yesterday night...

i already decide..

OK!!I will accept the offer and challenge

keep learning and give me more change to be muture in work as well

another thing was...am start back my loan part time job too^^ cheers..

meeting with my agent all that..

It was very smooth and got a very good result.

starting earn more money and saving money^^

i happy with the commission i get..wakakkaka...

beside earning money, also doing my music recording

hoo...busy like hell...of course i wont forgot about my happy hour

go out with my group of cute friend and relax for once for a while

Let me charged my energy to keep go on my life

erm...quit smooth la.thank god^^

and thank to let me meet him as well^^

You are great^^

spirit

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It should not a problem if you said that i want be your friend and add me in facebook

but please respect others and sincere to become my friend

i dont like that kind of stubit thing that u request

Its very disgusting and make me felt vomit

For sure i will talk with you nicely if u respect me

Dont talk about this...

Today is public holiday, everybody is off and rest..me too

It a good thing for me of course, but it quit boring sometime

Just sitting here and facebookING...chit chat..and search net

nothing else beside doing all this..but it quit relax also

hahaha...what am talking about now..i have no idea

well...actually for today, i got time to sit here and think

think alot of thing that already happened..am quit dissapointed with some kind of thing

Before am very care and will make it clear or what.

but now am lazy to bother and just let it be as well

just waste my energy...just hope she have a good life and happy of course

if she want think her way, den it ok for me...it should not a problem for me

my dear...because of you, am lost alot between me and her

but am rather...you are my spirit now

i wont care weither she happy or not happy

you are most important if compare v her.

By the way, i hope she will happy with her own world.

thank my dear

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Today was my off day..lazy to hang out and just stay at home to have a rest

Felt headache when just woke up, because of the red wine on night of monday

finished 1 bottle half++ @.@!!crazy...well, it is nice.. and its very enjoy to taste red wine

Am starting love taste of red wine, and almost enjoy it for few month

Edd chia..u la..make me fall in love to Red Wine!!!By the way, thank^^

For this past few month am stop open my blog

because here are place where write down all my unhappy happened fir everyday that am face

am not brave enough to open it before this

If not i will memories back all the unhappy thing

I have to admit it that i got very negative thingking before this

maybe it is because the enviroment that u given to me

your dad..YOU!!!cannot imagine it..make me alomost got mentel problem as well.

hoooo...luckyly i run away from you!!

God is blessing me all the time.

Now am happy and my life stabil without you

Hoooo....very lucky^^

This past few month, this company give me alot of hapiness.

They give me positive thingking

They give me the happiness that am hoping before this

Eventhough sometime was very stress in work, but am happy

They give me confident

They believe me

They teach me alot for life.

They give me chance and surprice

hahahhaha...i love it so much

Here, i got everything i want

And at here am meet him

he give me the safetyness that i didnt felt it before this

He take care of me alot..He thingking mature enough to carry my life

He is a very positive thinker

He support my carear that am work on it noe

My mom love him, and my whole family love him

And the most important thing was his family love me too.

The feeling of family i can felt it through him

Love is not between 2 person that love each other only

Love is related to both of our family

I only can accept the people whose 100% sincere to me included his family to be

my partner for my whole life

Edd chia..thank for everything that you already gave to me

especially in mentel support. Am really appreciated it

welcome back my dear sofia

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Next month will buy my first car and house for my first property in my life~

Erm~as what am plan~it going be achieve very fast.

Now already become a product specialist in the america company

salary qt good~

But for me~it still not enough for me

what am expect is more then what am achieve now

I want to fight the best for my life and of course the first for my lovely family

My first income for the loan make my life become much better

But still got some emptiness inside my heart

But as what am already make decision, just let it be

Now my life is getting better and better without any disturbing

The emptiness that am feel already become a very good memories for me

Among the time, am feel sad and happy

but it just a pass for me

Now for me future is much important den others

welcome back^^

Let it be

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How to describe this feeling

Am tried to forget him

so hard~until am feel so suck~

friend!!At least got u guys to let me feel better

I will do my best in this matter and promise wont cried anymore

i know u guys love me very much

same as me.i love u guys so much!

U guys was my boyfriend and girlfriend^^

I know what am do now is correct eventhought it was very hard for me

i have to leaved him.give both of us space to grown up

Dont talk about this.

So expectING for our travel in this october

i want go far away from here

far away from this sad place

Enjoy everything out there that wait for me

My heart~please stop sad and cried!!

u can make it very well!

u still got beloved friend sarroundding u!

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Drink drink drink~and drunk drunk drunk

At last~mabuk~make my skin today ichys ichys and ichys~~

after use melaleuca oil~its ok now

what u tell me before actually is just zero

i just think back what u told me before

something make me feel very dissapointed v what u done to me

and am awake now with everything

i dont know what am already done before

so childish and am suck v everything that i already done to u

by the way it already beocome my pass

am not the sophia last time

am surrender now with everything and am start my new life

feel suck when am want start it

feel better after that

from what i learn,nothing is forever and nothing

to be continue^^want go movie now^^

better life for tomorrow

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After reach office,we lepak-lepak outside while wait for the staff meeting~

we sing a malay song~wow~haha~that nice~

As what i know,they want let us know the new structure for our companies future

time already reach 9am~we walk sambil jalan into the showroom

lol~cannot sit~everybody stand~

lol~tired la everybody~

why dont have any chair inside geh???

WHY????WHY???WHY???WHY???

ok!!never mind!!i stand!!let keep diet for a while

The time the annt the new position for some of our staff!!

yea!!very happy edd chia can become our new act supervisor

that a very good new for all of us.

and we clap hand

papapapapapapapapap~~~

hahaha~

suddenly~~~

vey suddenly~~~~~~

i heard someone call my name~~

sofia syirin~~~~~~~~~

lol~~~~~what is happening???

edd ask me go out coz thai is calling my name~~~

lol~~~

my reaction so shock that time~~

dont know what can do..

just follow what they told me do

i go out slowly~~

oh~~~rupa-rupanya they put my new position as product specialist

lol~~am so shock~~

shawn also shock!!!
coz he also suddenly only know his position

kita cuma blur aje lar

ape boleh buat that time!!

hahahah!!!

anyway!!!

cannot relax like before just sit there and answer call

now have to study all the product knowledge

study!!study!!and study!!

like in high school!!

lol~~~~~~~

hope i will have a better life tomorrow!!

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the challenge was taken by me^^

spirit

thank my dear

welcome back my dear sofia

Let it be

better life for tomorrow

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