今天就这样就过一天了
生活就是这样~
有时过的很充实 有的时候过得很空虚
而我今天的情况就是过得很无奈
因为不只要做什么
无所事事的呆在电脑前面看戏和上网
虽然是很轻松~但很无聊
我慢慢的开始觉得上网很浪费我的时间
所以从下星期开始我会安排我空闲的时间去跑步
多找些户外活动来充实自己的时间
但我要一个人去跑
就只是一个人~
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why would someone will felt not calm during nothing to do?
today whole day raining~weather not hot,but am feel calm
also feel like emptiness~
i like to be alone and do my own thing
but cant stop from think many thing that i am facing
i love raining~but the situation suddenly let me think about my pass
i talk to myself~alone~
think how to settle this and that
am not feel hungry at all~because am keep continue think
someone tell me dont think too much
think too much only will make urself live in suffer situation
but this is life...how come to let me stop think??
everyone think how to survive now
everyone think how to continue their life tomorrow
everyone think how to make life much better
everyone think how to stop all problem that they are facing
but everyone got a problem~including me
that was,all of us dunt think before
HOW MAKE OUR BRAIN DONT THINK THAT COMPLICATED PROBLEM AND DO OUR BEST!!
yea...the person who tell me dont think too much is real
if we keep continue think too much
that only will make us more unhappy
why not let myself smile and then do my best to make everything ok??
i think too much already sometime and i know if i keep continue like this
am will be suffer all the time and wont feel happy forever
because it was a negative think
and i dont want to become negative thinker
i want to be a positive thinker
because i know time is going
and i cannot let my time stole all my happy time
i want smile and face everything
everything will be ok someday
this is only a test for all of us
test for life,we have to brave face everything even it was hard
just keep smile and work by hard
SMILE~~~
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Just now am log in in facebook..because feel toooooo boring
of course am not facebookING for do silly thing
am only facebookING to c some video clip inside
coz many people will shared it and some of the video clip are very funny
and am very enjoyed all that sharing by some of my friend
but TODAY....got one of my shared a video clip...
am feel very outrageous after watch it
this video clip is about a girl who bully by a group of geng
they blow her face and they kick her
not just a while...
but very long time
until her face become swolen
lol~~am really heartburn when watch this video clip
as i know what this video mention was
the girl seem like do something wrong make them treat her like and animal
kick her and blow her around 13 to 15 minute...lol...pain
if am not wrong i think she only around 16 to 17 years old...
but even she was doing something wrong
they also cant treat her like this...
she still young and maybe she are young thingking
they have to use the right way talk to her
NOT BLOW AND KICK
even her parent also dint use the same way to teach her
ARE THEY GOT THE RIGHT?????????
when they are treated her like this,got a penjaga c the situation
but he dint stop d situation!!!!!!!!
this really a serious issuessssssss for this social!!!
now already 21 century....until now still got this unmoral culture happened
really a big tragedy for us....
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wake up.....den am start my day with start called and follow up my customer
result quiet good~no need worried at all
and today after i check my mail box...
my agent ad increase to 20++
hoho~that really a good news for me
of course my agent is nationwide geh~
they really hard in work~
they have a good result...of course am also good..
and i am happy~
and my company that am just opening also got a very good response
d next company i will open in kl...but 2 area...
this is my next plan...
of course when beggining,it was very hard to for do it...
course everything come very suddenly...
but god bless...everything going very smoothly~~~~
erm....after i check my agent progress and follow up customer
of course a feel starving and go out have my lunch
but dont know why when am looking at my food..
am dint feel hungry ad...den i only order a soup...
den i go cafe to download some movie...
suddenly joseph ask me to listen a song sing
by 黄小虎
titile song is:没那么简单
wow...her sound was awesome and make me feel goosebumps
when i was listening to her song
and d lyric content really got a strong meaning
and i like d content...really good...i like it...
this song content was:
Is not that easy found a partner to have a talk with
Especially seen so much betrayal
Has always had tough disturbed
Who is the murder of my romance
Is not so easy to love others coz can not see the whole
Perhaps a good or bad may be more practical than half of all
Does not love alone a long time have been accustomed to
Do not worry one has to worry snatch control
Sense of happiness is busy busy East West
Feeling tired, he would wind down
Others say casually listen to a make their own decisions
Do not want to have too many emotions
A glass of red wine with movies
In the weekend off on the phone at night comfortable nest on the sofa where
Love is not so easy that everyone has his temper
After a love to dream with vigorous than calm
Happiness is not so easy before the special fascination
What age did not know
Therefore, once the most dig heart has been the happiest
But they miss the most sad memory of the most inviting
The end ~
Especially seen so much betrayal
Has always had tough disturbed
Who is the murder of my romance
Is not so easy to love others coz can not see the whole
Perhaps a good or bad may be more practical than half of all
Does not love alone a long time have been accustomed to
Do not worry one has to worry snatch control
Sense of happiness is busy busy East West
Feeling tired, he would wind down
Others say casually listen to a make their own decisions
Do not want to have too many emotions
A glass of red wine with movies
In the weekend off on the phone at night comfortable nest on the sofa where
Love is not so easy that everyone has his temper
After a love to dream with vigorous than calm
Happiness is not so easy before the special fascination
What age did not know
Therefore, once the most dig heart has been the happiest
But they miss the most sad memory of the most inviting
The end ~
after i listened this song
i got many thoughts
and i am relax when am listening this song..
even now am blogging am also enjoyING this song...
this really a good song
and what can i say is
today was my most wonderful day
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最近我的觉得时间过得好慢好慢
就好像这样==~~~~
你们应该不知道我要表达的吧==!!!
做人其实很简单~
只要你想得简单，你所做的一切就是简单
但~
假如你思想复杂，那么你所做的一切都是复杂的
就像本小姐~
该怎么说呢？？？恩~~就这么说吧~
就近的我呢~总觉得闷闷的~
有的时候想一个人到处走走，不想和任何人联络
有的时候就只是想坐在starbuck和我最爱喝的coffee latte，
里头呢~也加了我最爱喝的vanilla sirap口味的~
那一种口味说甜也不甜~恩~怎么说呢==!!
喝起来就会觉得很舒服很轻松
在加上一支烟~整个人都变得轻松自在什么都不会去想了
说到这里，也许会有很多认识我的人脑海在这时候浮现着
:''俄==""她有抽烟的吗？"
对！本小姐最近学会抽烟了~
当我妹知道这件事后，表情有点怪
于是我就问她~:"妹！..........你是不是觉得....我抽烟所以就学坏了啊？""
结果跟我刚刚觉得答案给想中了~
她回答我说:"对"
其实就这样吗？抽烟就是学坏吗？
别说这一吧~就说说看我从几时开始抽烟先吧！
说来真的话长~
我是在一间公司上班的，这件公室是做government loan的
在本公司做工呢~的确是很不错~
我一个月的薪水是三千块~
算比起其它人，在加上我的年龄才十九岁，
就可以领取这样的薪水，是算很难得了，很不错了
但......~~~~别看我领的薪水高，但当然他们所对我的要求也会很高
不是说他们不对，也不是说我达不到他们的要求
而是~~~~~因为我可以达超越他们的要求
才会有人提议我自己出去闯，自己做
在加上他们公司所谓的law真的太离谱了，离谱到真的无药可救啊~
至于为什么我会这么说~~~~不好意思！！真的不方便说
不止如此~
有一天，老板召开会议~
他们说:"从下个月开始起我从我们的薪水抽taxs''
其实这是很正常的，我们也没什么意见
可是，更精彩的还在后头呢~
他们竟然告诉我们说，会把我们的basic加上commision一起抽taxs~
哦~天啊！！试想想假如一个员工一个月basic加commision总数有十千块的话
那么他/她的薪水所要被抽的taxs不是要被抽得很高咯！
会议后每个人做工的时候都心不在焉的
结果有人提议放工后出来喝茶疏解心情
放工后。。。。。。
我们约在公司附近的茶餐厅喝茶边聊天
谈下谈下，就聊起刚才老板所告诉我们的东西
我们其中一位就告诉我们
照law里面来说，我们被抽的taxs只是抽我们的basic而已
commission是不算在内的，commission都当为site income
除非~~~~~~~公司是有意要跑税!!!!!!
总结来说公司利用我们跑税，好让他们的负担减轻，开销减少~
lolx~这样亏他们也想得出~
结果在这公司里的许多人都为了保住自己的饭碗而忍声吞气接受了
不知我幸运还是生的福命
我男朋友在外打听到些关于其它公司给agent的commision远远高过本烂公司
还不会为了自己的利益而这样对员工
结果我和我男朋友打算做多不久，辞职换公司
不止我们两个，还有其它充满不满心态的员工都打算如此
当然在那之前我们还是照样为本公司效力以及做好本分
在辞职之前的有一天我们这些打算要辞职的员工
在公司里有聊到我们打算辞职后一起到泰国玩几天
才过了几天~~~
不妙的事情终于发生了~
我~对~~~~就是我
被召到老板的办公室里~
好恐怖哦！！
他们说发现我利用公司的利益在外赚钱
发现不止我，还有其它人~（他的意思就是说我们这些想打算辞职的咯)
说要报警~
当时的我很慌张~脑海里一片空白
照理来说，没做到怎么会慌张呢!
但这是我的自然反应~
他说他查到我们交出去的文件
吓!!!!我心里想~~有吗????没有啊！！！
叫我死都要承认！！不然报警！！
当时的我思想简单，在加上事来得太突然，
结果认了~后来我们都被terminated了
天啊~~~~~~你讲下道理好不好！！！！！
但当然幸运的有那间公司的offer咯！！
不懂要说好运呢！！还是什么！！
在那间公司做了两个星期
我的收入一个月破九千~
应该是说算我这老娘幸运吧~
我男朋友的收入都有七千以上~
算是超越了之前的收入了俄~
这是的我才相信
往往不好的事情发生，都是有原因啊！！
老天啊~它自有安排啊~
现在的我已开了自己的公司，自己做，一切都顺利！！
谢谢您！！！
说完！！
其实我都是在被terminated后学抽烟的~
因为~那时候是我最低潮的时候~
当然我也知道抽烟对身体不好~~
当然我已慢慢停止这坏习惯~
