sophia梦幻菱

At last..i have to make a decision for my future...
everybody waiting for me for long time ad....
i cannot like that...coz like this they will dissapointed..
and my life also will destroy or damage...
NOW I HAVE TO CHOOSE...
iam choose BOTH...but i have to SUFFER...but iam wont give up..
coz both thing is very important in my life..
vry hard to choose..so that i choose both...
now the first step i have do is follow edmund scadule...
n make my life more stable...so that my thinking not complicated..
then follow him go practise sing and do gym....
i have to follow....
i know be a singer not that easy and pressure...
but what can do..this is my dream...and i ad take the first walk...
cannot stop already....so that i have to finish this game of this journey..
everybody waiting for me..i cant me them sad...
because they put many hope on me..
i have...i have.....to finish this game...
cannot stop..until finish...until success..
but...but...LOVE~~~~~
hard to make it success if i want play this life dream game
but i love him...love him very much...
he teach me how to be a real man in life..
he teach me what is love....
so i cant give up him...
I HAVE TO BRAVE .....BRAVE....BRAVE TO LOVE HIM...
eventhought i know is hard....