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we talk about life What is life?

i tel her what iam faceING in this few month

i talk about the relationship problem that iam faceING...

In life we will meet someone that we love and will be together forever

but not every relation that we meet will going smooth..

very hard to maintain a relationship after we find it

what she told me was in their country once they find they partner in life

they will get marriage fast...they say just take love as a easy thing dont treat as complicated thing

but for me is very complicated...iam dont have their thinking and i got my own thinking

i dont like control by other..i don't want impulse and then make mistake in life

i tell her actually i want separated with my boyfriend..and he go his way and i go my way

so that we wont stop each other future to development..and we got each other family problem in our relationship.make me feel sad all the time and i am beg to separated all the time in this few month with him..but he not agree and wont listen what iam beg and treat nothing happen..very sturborn..make me always in hard situation all the time..sara told me that if love him just go on..dont stop..dont bother other people thinking..

yea..i know i love him..we love each other very much..but we still on this relationship

thinking not that that mature and financial also not stable yet...

but no matter what i tell him about my opinion..he wont listen....HAIZ~~~

sometime i feel that he think something very easy...dint think further..and dont know people are worried about him...hard to talk to him...sometime advice him until iam feel almost vomit blood..

but who know what iam doing???they say iam to women and think about future..

yea.. his friend told me like that..is that wrong iam think about future???

we have to improve and more success in life...not just stop here!!!

no meaning...waste time if just spent time in relationship...

after life are stable then only think...den wont worried about life..THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!

i love him...so that i hope him will be good in his future and got a mature thinking..

i tried talk to him many time..but we both are sturborn men..we got different opinion..

like fire and water...and he strong macho man thinking..lol...very hard when talk to him...anyway i hope someday our future will like blue sky that blue and bright always...huh!!!