Today i do a freelance job in klcc as eubiq promoter
success done 7 cases and almost reach target
am happy with it and hope bless me tomorrow can get more
eventhought today is tired but is a day that have to be happy
but this few day after ia working in this carear
i found something that i have to realize something
i found something that i have to realize something
that is a thing that got better then dint got
that is BOYFRIEND
WHY I SAY LIKE THIS?
because boyfriend is no use...
eventhougt he treat u good..but doesnt mean he is good..
what i mean is i ad fade up with him
especially his attitude...
the normal time i cant tell somebody what i want to say
but here is a place that i can pull out everything i like..yea is a good place for me..
what 1 of my friend say his real...he is my best friend..
In 100 guysssss...u only can belive them only in 0.01%
erm..he treat me very very good actually....but so phoney
sometime i dunt know how to belive him
ESPECIALLY THE WAY!!!THE WAY!!!
all my friend say..if u love him then dunt ask..and keep going love him
but this doesnt mean my thingking are stopping thinking about his phoney
i feel like in a movie that he juz act that love me..
everybody say iam think too much..
but i see something that u all cant c...
he dint tell me and i can feel it always...
eventhought his activity in facebook or other..
Actually now i got more choice beside then him..
they are handsome,rich,attitude better then him..
up up dowm dowm all sight also better then him..
they are takkleING me now...
all my friend say:"why dunt choice other if u hard to belive him?'
but how??i cant do it...i love him...
and i really really got the wish that to leave him so that i can be single and happy..
but he dunt want to let me go
actually he is a strong christian...i like his thingking about life..
but i hated him with his thinking about something..
i hated him in million thing that i cant accept...
actually he got got qualify to find other..why he dunt want let me go..WHY???
i feel hard and double dounble double unhappy about it...
really unhappy...my life become no meaning..
that most thing that make me unhappy and sad is
I DUNT KNOW WHAT IS IN HIS MIND...
this is the most important point that i dunt belive him
i really really feel tired with him...
some of the people say becoz iam too love him then make me like this...
maybe...i agree..but i cant with him anymore..
coz i love him more then he love me...
but what he argue to me that..he love me more then i love him..
actually is wrong ..IS ME..
i think i want give up for this realtionship..
hope he accept...but i will slowly tryING make him give up me..
i really tired...and I love him..
REally love him from deep inside my heart...
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