I hated to be someone that always incharge for everything
i hated to be alone and i hated the feeling of boring always come to me
after i meet him,i increase my contact with all my friend
my life become suck and bad like shit
i dunt know want to tell who!iam feel very sad..
and i wish i got ,so that i can forget all my memories with him
his thinking very naive and not mature at all
why everbody will fall in love?
because they love each other and feel like want to protect their partner
and when they need each other they will always in their side
care abt each other feeling and care about everything
not only know how to say I lOVE U
have to learn how to love a person
sometime iam feel like his nanny,not girlfriend
i take care for his everything~
like am a 24hour nanny~
he only to ask me do this and do that
but dint feel what iam feel
like i have to follow what he want,and i hated him
even we love each other,SO WHAT!!!!!
but feel agony all the time,better separated
i wish that all the time~but cant reach my goal now
i say i want to stay alone and dunt want stay with him
but he dont want~i feel suck all the time,pain~and weak~
i want cry and want to talk to somebody but dunt know can talk with who
even talk to him abt my feeling
like am talk to a macho man~suck like shit
am not the girl who always can follow what u want and ur order
if who love me,they cant control me do from what i want
espeacialy macho man
if they behave like this,this will make me feel like want to run
far away from them~and disappear~
god bless with what am wish
of course am still love him~but i cant continue this relationship
if not i cant breath with his way
i surrender~and please me go~
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