Something that i cant put down for this moment
and am feel very confuse with my thinking for all this time
but after 3 week ago...something let me know that
am no need because of this thing and wait
no worth~
and when am face with this thing
Am feel disheartened
even still got feeling with this inexplicably feel
but something deep inside my heart said
stop it!and just stop it!

1 week ago...even my heart ask me stop..
don't do it...and i try to think that what am feel is wrong
and am try to try to make my thinking that he is good
In quietly am give up
In quietly am realize that
we are still young to been together

I cant wait u and just sit here everyday and hope u will be change
I don't want to make trouble in you
u are stopping me from achieve my dream
we got different thinking

Now~
my life chance is coming
Chance only one time in life,dont have second chance
before this i give up everything and listen what u teach me
but after that am know am wrong~
am cannot wait u and be a normal people like you

From am small am work by hard for my dream
cannot because of u am just stop it
If am just stop achieve my dream
that mean am fool
so this time,i will throw off all my feeling and focus in my carer
after this whatever u say
am just will listen..but wont put inside my heart
because
i choice my singging carer and not you!
U have listen to ur parent advice and change yourself
if not u will be a loser in whole life

Last i want to say that:
My heart still love you
But your mind is not suitable for me
I cant follow what u teach me
I know am leave you am will feel very sad
but i have to continue it
because we are from different world
I wish that someday u can find a better partner in your life
and wish all your family member healthy always
God will bless all of you all the time


Sorry for leave you~


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