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thing happened very suddenly

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I dunt know what happened yesterday

thing is like this....

i sleep~~~~suddenly i heard someone outside

lol~~is joseph~~he bring his hp to me

am feel very weird,and ask how he come==''

he dint say anything..

but i guess he curi2 take his father car and drive...

lol~~~~joseph~~why u always like this???????

ok~~~after he bck...

am sleep~~suddenly his hp ring~~

ok~~i received d phone,that time am was vry blur

his father call~~

lol~~his father ask~~

why joseph phone at mine here???

that time my brain was very empty

so i say i forgot bring my hp from office~~

and then he tell me many thing that abt our relationship

very very suddenly~~

what happened to urs both~~

why everything like coz of me??????

make me cant sleep until around 3am only can sleep

from what yesterday happened

what am feel that is~~

why i will continue this relationship even am feel tired

and when am want stop and go away from this relationship

he stop me den dint think about my feeling

but~~at last what his father think is

coz of me den only will make his son become like this

==""did he think that am a mangsa inside this relationship??

did he think that am a orang tengah??

did he think that like what happened yesterday weather it coz from me or what??

and den blame everthing to me==""

and den did he know when i want stop from all this relationship,

how his son stop me??until make me feel suffer???

did his father know all of this thing??

i dunt think so~what he know is everything is because of me=="

and what on my mind now is..

why christian person is like this??

what i know is they good to everybody

and i heard joseph say that,even that was a bad men

people who christian also will correct him v right way

is that real???

and i think jesus is joseph father he wont treat me like that before

checking anything and den blame me with thing that i dint do

i think the problem is communication between them

dint use the correct way to sent message to each other

that this why joseph today become like this

heard joseph say,he always ponteng school..

and when secondary school already got all this problem

is that mean what happened that time also my salah????

when he say his son always dint bck home

i already advice~den now i think ad better then before

and if am not wrong when he was secondary school he also like this

lol~is that my wrong also??=="i dunt think so

anyway am lazy to talk abt all this thing anymore

what can i do is i know my future plan

without joseph i also can live happy...even no partner

and my life will become more bright

as what my mother tell me,this is not the time

and am vry tired v their complicated problem

END!!

am live in suck

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Nowaday got different between girl and guys

independence is very important for a girl

we cant being dependent to a guys

because nowaday some of the guys got big different if compare last time

now all childish and no brain(but not all guys lar)

only some of them~

they think we have to dependent him~
walao~before i know u,my life is better than now u know~

hei~please let me go lar~dunt be stubborn lar~

i know it was very hard for begining when broke up,but i have 2..

i dunt want my life become suck because of u...

u know am suffer after meet u..

u say u dunt want to let me go.WHY??????

this is what ur father wish right,me also!!!

am a bitch ok~just let me go~ok~

am a bad women~

dunt ever been v me~

so WHAT I LOVE U!!!

dammmmmmmmm suffer~

if not because of u,now i ad go throught my carer...

no need sitting here like stubit bitch~

u are angel right???very good~

dunt been together v a bitch~

dunt think i will forgot what already happened on me

u own me many thing

when u scold by jason,i help u settle it

then turn bck what i get???get shit and become bitch~

huh~ur friend are right,u r no brain and naive~

i want run from u,and created my own life by disturb by u

i know it was hard for me and u to give this relationship

but i have tooooooo~coz my future is important den u..

sorry~

bad morning and lucky day

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long time dint updated my blog

at last~coz something make me feel suck and today was my lucky day

why i feel suck is because,him(stubit joseph)

lol~i dunt know what will happened to his life if he always behave like nothing

is he arrange work on saturday and sunday..

and today boss ask us go before 10am

after i ready at around 8:30am

i wake him up~lol~hard like hell~

and then he say he want sleep~lol~

is he know today got work???

OK!!nve mind~i let him sleep,and i go make some breakfast

after i finish eat already 9.30am something..

i waked him up once again~lol~

he say go work at 1:00pm

>.<""shit,make me feel like his mother

hei~chidish joseph~if u want be serious in ur life

please behave like a mature men lar...

dunt always make everything like a games~

u think u what??still a baby ar~~???

i cant tahan with ur stubit baby behavior lar...

OK!!i say i want go work first and then he go work after 1pm la

whatever~i dunt want to wait him anymore

make my life suck like hell

then only he wake up~

now u know what he doing??

lol~sikat his rambut depan the cermin

is he know time already late???

what the *&%$@#@%^~~

if he got a company and he always behave like this i think the company will bankrupt

that why he go work at anyway always late and scold by boss la..

i dunt know how to say him anymore..

i only feel tired la~

and today i only want do my best in my job~

and i treat today as my lucky day~

dunt bother what stupit flw sarrounding ma..

coz they will only make me feel bad~

please let me go

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I hated to be someone that always incharge for everything

i hated to be alone and i hated the feeling of boring always come to me

after i meet him,i increase my contact with all my friend

my life become suck and bad like shit

i dunt know want to tell who!iam feel very sad..

and i wish i got ,so that i can forget all my memories with him

his thinking very naive and not mature at all

why everbody will fall in love?

because they love each other and feel like want to protect their partner

and when they need each other they will always in their side

care abt each other feeling and care about everything

not only know how to say I lOVE U

have to learn how to love a person

sometime iam feel like his nanny,not girlfriend

i take care for his everything~

like am a 24hour nanny~

he only to ask me do this and do that

but dint feel what iam feel

like i have to follow what he want,and i hated him

even we love each other,SO WHAT!!!!!

but feel agony all the time,better separated

i wish that all the time~but cant reach my goal now

i say i want to stay alone and dunt want stay with him

but he dont want~i feel suck all the time,pain~and weak~

i want cry and want to talk to somebody but dunt know can talk with who

even talk to him abt my feeling

like am talk to a macho man~suck like shit

am not the girl who always can follow what u want and ur order

if who love me,they cant control me do from what i want

espeacialy macho man

if they behave like this,this will make me feel like want to run

far away from them~and disappear~

god bless with what am wish

of course am still love him~but i cant continue this relationship

if not i cant breath with his way

i surrender~and please me go~

holiday^^

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Today is public holiday

when iam wake up he still dint come back

when am wake up is around 8am~

am dint call him or bother~hoho~he got his privacy mar

actually i want to sleep more longer today

because very long time cant sleep like today

but awake because of my friend call at 8am like this

then we chat outside the door for a while

after he go~i cant sleep anymore~

lol~such a bad started day for me

but anyway wait for afternoon dating time^^haha

because he say he will bring me go cinema today

what can do when i cant continue sleep is become kaki facebook lor

haha~check mail and online to my forum~

erm~about around 9am i heard a door open sound

at last~he come back~hoho

lol~after he come back he come to my side and say

"dear,yesterday i go cafe play online game with aaron"

then he smile like nothing happened~

make me dunt know want smile or cried~>.<"

but anyway so funny la when he show the face reaction

then i ask him go to sleep,if not when watch movie in cinema

i scared that he will asleep

he ask me awake him on 10am~but i dint do it..

i let him sleep,because too short time for him to sleep..

let him take a rest to charge his energy

coz of yesterday work by hard play online game

lol~not good for health

then after he go sleep..i continue online and movieING

haha~such a good and enjoy day for me^^wahoho~

around 1 pm like this i call him wake up and ready

den we go klcc^^hehe~our dating moment^^

we go chili and eat lunch there...haha~

long time dunt have feel like this^^

and he teach me how to eat beef,because i never eat beef

i hated beef because so disgusting

but the way they cook in chili,hoh~delicious~100%

i like it~i like chili way cook the beef

and thank him for teached me eat the disgusting beef^^haha

then we go watch twilight

this time this movie make me feel boring

no fresh at all~but the heroin is very handsome and charming^^

twilight 1 is more romantic and good watch^^

after finish watch we go back~

even dating time not longer but am happy^^

and this is a good memory for me~

hei~dear,thak yea^^

my new week

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My new week in company to become a telemarketer

yeah~have a good result today

my back of office got a new look

got many place for new staff

but new staff dint come yet,coz all still in training or not start yet

all kosong~lol~

hahaha~only got 5 or 6 little kitty~hahhaa

and joseph department there boss dint sentuh anything yet

and one more thing my place there

boss dint tutup a "dinding" between me and my friend

so we can keep talking when work~haha

so bising when work~but anyway we do our job when talked

hahaha~happy lol~hope boss wont tutup a dinding between us lo~

if not we all will feel boring d lo~

and all the staff terkejut when know my result

coz n few day my sell can reach their standard

hehe~iam sophia what!hahaha~
anyway i will keep this result and better than them

god blessed!

dream from yesterday night

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Can't remember all what iam dreamed yesterday

but remember a little bit only

somebody bring me go to church

and then sign in there

i dunt know sign in what

there was a big church,and the person who bring me there is joseph

and i see many people singing on that time

joseph give something to the paderi there

i dont know what~

very very blur~~~~~lol

and~we go inside the church then sit there

and then i waked up~

actually before this dream iam also dream something

but i dont know what~

i think something like~~erm~~~not remember~

very blur~erm~dont know how to say that feeling

the feeling only i know

whatever~dream is dream!and me is me~lol~

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thing happened very suddenly

am live in suck

bad morning and lucky day

please let me go

holiday^^

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